You VS world

I may be questioning a lot
why am I on my knees,
Why do I always fall,
Why this and why that..
Mostly negative situations

Have you ever ever felt like the whole world
is against you without any particular reasons?
Like you're stuck between trying to fight through
life and being the victim as the weak one

Am I strong enough
Can I do this on my own

Right now I just want to find my passion
and live in it without worrying much
about any other thing

I need to find myself,
My purpose of living,
Surely there'll be puzzles
to fix and solve
Surely there'll be difficulties
But one day, looking back at it
it wouldn't be as big as it was in the present
I need to see things in a longer run instead
of short temporary term

Ive never really questioned myself
Why am I so blessed
Why do I have such luxuries
How did I afford this and that..

All I ever did is to fill myself
with negativity, unhappiness and depression
Why am I doing all these to myself?
Don't I always want to be happy..

I often speak louder than action..
Saying things that I would and want to do
but not actually put my heart into it and do it
Some thing needs to be changed here

Wake up, Branda Yap
You're the only one against the world
You are bigger than all negativity you face
Stand up brush off your burdens
Live in your instinct
The only person you ever need
in your journey of life is
yourself and the almighty God.
Trust in him for he has great plans for you.
Don't let any little obstacle stop you
form anything you do.