To a new fresh start doesn't mean...

To restart, kick off a new life doesn't mean erasing all the things in the past

But to take them as guidience, lessons, mistakes that can be changed

So at the beginning of wanting to write again,

I thought off deleting all my old post

cause it was embarrassing and childish 

That's what I did on my Instagram..

I deleted every photos I've posted

Just so nobody could ever see them again

Because I thought it was the "past"

I'm aware that deleting it on Instagram 

doesn't mean it is deleted in my life

I still roughly remember what I posted 

mostly selfies ;P and also some diys 

And my life..

I wish it was still there..

I wish I could look at it again

And smile every time I scroll through

Or look back how things are different 

I'm glad that all my post on this blog are still readable 

Yes it is embarrassing

Yes it is immature

But heyyyy look how much I've grown!

It makes me giggle every time I see it

To restart a life is not to be looking back at what you did..

Look forward to what you want your life to be

and strive for it