Where to start again?

It's been way toooo long since I last wrote.
Time took off like a rocket it's has already been 4 years!
Looking back, so much have changed!
All the bad grammar and stuffs makes me giggle reading it :p
Oh man how I miss those days
Literally so so so much has changed over the past years
Been through so much that I wish I wrote it down.
Went through ups and downs loopty loops 360degree
and I am still here today.
I think it makes me who I am today.
There's days where I'm super contented and
there's days where I'm down feeling depressed.
Highlight of the years, I'm happy to say I'm not who I was anymore.
I used to be cheerful outgoing and everything positive.
Till high school came I became timid.
And I guess that's when I stop writing?
It was no point to me to share sad embarrassing stories.
Insecurities took over me. I don't even know how to live.
Years pass by with no true happiness.
I was that shy introvert + I was anti social
I hated how I'm -100% confidential
People come people go constantly.
I was scared of people.
I was intuitive thinking everybody dislikes me
I was l o s t
This year around I realize I am the one who's going to bring happiness positive vibes to myself.
I'm no longer depending on people around me.
No longer being insecure thinking how people will think of me
Say whatever you want to say it doesn't matter to me anymore
I am finally living again. And what matters most to me, my happiness.
 Oh and did I mention I went vegan overnight? :DDD
I think it helped a lot in changing myself. It made me realize everything!
Life is really too short being in comfort zones.
Step out! You will not regret xx


I am finally seeing the bigger picture of life now.

Give yourself a chance to live

"If you're not going to be yourself, who will?"